10 Down, 1 To Go - Thank You!

I'm graduating from college in May.  On May 4, 2012, to be exact, but who's really keeping track? Then I'm leaving my job and running away to Europe for a month.  Sounds amazing and you're extremely jealous of me, right???

Anyway...

First, I want to take a moment to reflect on the past 5 years of my college life and publicly acknowledge some family, friends, and coworkers who have continually supported me and helped me survive.

Mom and Dad:  What troopers.  From my giddy freshman excitement, to my mono year and kidney stone, to the impending senioritis, thank you for always being there to hear me rant, rave, complain, scream, cry, bitch, and cry some more at all hours of the day or night.  Thank you for letting...no...encouraging me to be me.  Thank you for listening to me nerd out like I do.  Thank you for being interested in me, my school, my work, my coworkers, and my friends.

Stacie and Anita:  I couldn't have asked for more amazing coworkers.  I still feel so lucky and blessed that I had the opportunity to work with both of you.  Not many people get the chance to do what we did.  And at my young age, I am so thankful I was able to do it with you.  Thank you for being great coworkers, mentors, and most of all, my friends.  I love you both dearly!

Stacie, Me, and Anita:  The UTemps Team

Katie:  Thank you for putting up with my and Ryan's Canada jokes.  Thank you for choosing me (you know what I'm talking about...haha).  Thank you for helping to keep us in contact and organizing lunches and dinners.  Thank you for always being there to talk to and for never judging me.  You are one of the sweetest people I know and I absolutely love you!

Moi et Katie

Ryan:  Thank you for making nerdiness so sexy.  Thank you for your eye contact.  Thank you for being an amazing study buddy.  Thank you for all of the intellectual conversations about gender, sexuality, religion, and everything else both physics-y and non-physics-y.  I miss you!

Jessica:  You are absolutely the best lab partner anyone could ask for!  Thank you for always being on the same crazy wavelength as me, even though it's not actually you're choice and in reality you're just as crazy as me.  Thank you for taking Lisa's class with me - that was an amazing experience to share with you.  Thank you for being so freaking funny.  I love you!

Allie and Lindsey:  Thank you for putting up with mono me.  Thank you for the Denny's nights.  Thank you for the laughing attacks.  Thank you for Disneyland.  Thank you for the cabin, which was exactly like Disneyland, only completely different.  Thank you for being amazing friends!  Oh, and Lindsey...EUROPE!

DISNEYLAND!!!

Tate:  Thank you for returning to my life.  Thank you for always supporting me, encouraging me, and doing your absolute best to understand me.  Thank you for listening to me nerd out.  I love you so much and I can't wait to see where life takes us next!

Yes, we are usually acting or looking like dorks.

Diane:  Thank you for taking a "risk" and hiring a physics major.  Thank you for your infinite flexibility around my health and school.  I would never have guessed I'd work in a theatre...but I have absolutely loved it!

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Now that I got the sappy part out of the way, let's talk about what I've accomplished here and why I deserve this degree.  (It's tough to tell if I'm doing this to help ward off senioritis and keep me motivated or if I'm just trying to impress all of you.)  I'm a super nerd, so I've obviously kept track of every class I've taken over the past 5 years.  And here they are with my (sometimes witty) comments!!!

Freshman Year `07 -`08

Allie, me, and Barbara "Poochigian-ing It Up"

Classical Civilizations 1550: Classical Mythology
Poochigian.  Enough said.

Educational Psychology 2600: Strategies for College Success
Taking AP classes in high school made this class borderline useless...

Mathematics 2210: Calculus III
It's like calculus I and II, only in THREEEEEEEEE DEEEEEEEEE!

Writing 2010: Intermediate Writing
Katy Savage, how I love you.  You and I clicked when it came to humor.  Thank you for encouraging me to write!

Art 2060: Non-Major Digital Photography
I, mister science, got an A- in an art class.  Hell yes!  I'll take it.  Digital Photography:  Art for Scientists.  I also must give this class credit for introducing me to Richard Avedon and his portrait of Marilyn Monroe.  You may have heard I enjoy this photograph.

Mathematics 2270: Linear Algebra
Horrible class.  Horrible teacher.  Katie flirted for her grade.  Admit it.

Physics 1980: Undergraduate Seminar II
They made me take it...

Physics 2215: Physics Lab I for Scientists and Engineers
Per...rwrwrwwrrw...iod.  That means "period" in Asian.

Physics 3210: Physics for Scientists I
Ugh...I don't wanna talk about it.

Summer `08

Mathematics 2280: Introduction to Differential Equations
Gray is usually a bad choice...especially if you're overweight and it's the middle of summer in Utah...if you catch my drift.

Sophomore Year `08 -`09

Mathematics 3210: Foundations of Analysis I
Even though we only spent one day in the Naval Sciences building with no AC, I now know how Italian students feel when they're in class sweating like an Italian fountain and have an Italian man saying math at them.

Physics 1970: Undergraduate Seminar I
You guessed it, they made me take this too...

Physics 2225: Physics Lab II for Scientists and Engineers
Ming Dynasty.  At least I think it was Ming...

Physics 3220: Physics for Scientists II
I don't wanna talk about this either.

Political Science 1100: United States National Government
The only reason this class was somewhat interesting is because I took it in Fall 2008: aka, election season.

My county is blue...
I felt that needed to be brought to attention.

Mathematics 3220: Foundations of Analysis II
Every review I had read about my professor, Dr. Taylor, (also the author of our "book") was horribly negative.  I was terrified of him before I'd even met him.  Turns out he was one of the most fair professors I had my entire college career.

Physics 3740: Introduction to Quantum Mechanics and Relativity
Quite possibly the biggest asshole of a professor I had my entire college career.

Physics 3760: Thermodynamics and Statistical Mechanics
I HATE thermodynamics.  I also HATE statistical mechanics.  At least the professor was nice even though he was sometimes difficult to understand.

Psychology 1010: General Psychology
This was quite the psych overview...thank goodness Kelly was in it with me.

Junior Year `09 -`10

ESS Fitness 1145: Elementary Bowling
It's amazing how flinging a ball down an oily lane thereby making pins fly and make loud noises is a spectacular stress reliever...even when you're not very good.  Thanks for putting up with me, Alec.

DYAC (Click it to read it)

Gender Studies 5770: Gender and Sexual Orientation
Dr. Lisa Diamond changed my life.  I could never thank you enough for all "ah-ha!" moments, self discovery, and self acceptance you inspired in me.  YOU literally changed my life; I don't care how cliché I sound!

Mathematics 3150: Partial Differential Equations for Engineers
My professor was a godsend.  At the time, I felt like I was dying from mono, so I made a deal with him that I would no longer be doing the homework, but prove to him I knew the material through exams.  In short, I got the high on the final.  Thank you, Prof. Allison.

Physics 1330: Physics of Audio and Video
Yes, 1330.  I took this for the hell of it and I thoroughly enjoyed it, thank you.

Physics 3610: Electronics I
I now cringe when I see electronics schematics.  I should mention, I ACED the final in this class.

See?  Terrifying.

ESS Fitness 1145: Elementary Bowling
Yep, I took it twice.  Wanna make somethin' of it?!

I eventually got my own ball!

Mathematics 3160: Applied Complex Variables
Oddly enough, I think this may have been my favorite math class.  It was also my LAST math class...  There may or may not be a correlation.

Two of my favorite mathematical cartoon characters

Physics 4910: Technical Communication and Scientific Judgement
This class was so good and so tough.  I learned to get comfortable presenting to an audience, that group work is a bitch, and some people say "like" WAY too many times when they're publicly speaking.

Psychology 2800: Psychology of Love
Relationships are so damn complicated!!!  Also, it's very strange to be taking this class when beginning a new, albeit poor and pretty damn hopeless, relationship.

Psychology 3000: Statistical Methods in Psychology
Part of me is still angry I had to take this class for a psychology MINOR composed of classes which didn't even require the class as a prerequisite.  This would be the definition of a weed-out class.  I recommend taking it online if you have some self motivation.

Senior Year I `10 -`11

Art History 3600: The History of Photography
I LOVED this class.  I found even more photographs to love almost as much as Richard Avedon's Marilyn Monroe.  I wrote about them a while back.  I even posted a paper I wrote for this class - Today I Asked Why.

Nutrition 1020: Scientific Foundations of Nutrition and Health
This class left me thoroughly disappointed in our country.

Physics 3410: Modern Optics I & II
This class had one of the most time consuming labs ever...if you don't count the undergrad lab class.

Physics 5010: Theoretical Classical Mechanics and Quantum Mechanics
I withdrew from this class.  My life changed this semester...fucking kidney stone.

Physics 3730: Introduction to Computing in Physics
I never want to be a computer programmer.

Physics 5110: Introduction to Particle Physics
This professor takes the prize for the most difficult to understand.  Probably not an award of which one should be proud.

Senior Year II `11 -`12

Physics 5010: Theoretical Classical Mechanics and Quantum Mechanics
Yeah...this again.  Good thing I saved most of the material from last time.

Physics 3719: Undergraduate Laboratory
Thank HEAVEN for Jessica.  Oh, and thank you Whitney for explaining "the tone."

Physics 5020: Theoretical Electricity and Magnetism and Statistical Mechanics
This is bound to be pretty awful.

Psychology 3440: Personality Theory
This is bound to be pretty amazing.

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So in the end, I deserve it, right?  Right.

I'm almost an official physicist!!!  Do you know what this means?  YOU will know a physicist.  Yep, you!

Thank you all!

Love,
Jason

ELECTION DAY!

It's Election Day!  Go VOTE!

I don't care who or what you vote for, I just want you to VOTE!

No excuses!

Jason 

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Primaries

So...it's primary election day.

GO VOTE!!!!!

Jason 

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Blast from the past: Prop 8, Mormons, Founders, Voting, Agency, Revelation, and some Betrayal...sounds like a good read!

This is a Jason Hoggan Facebook Note original. Post date May 27, 2009 at 1:52AM, so I am re-posting it exactly a year later. Anyway, the title is "Prop 8, Mormons, Founders, Voting, Agency, Revelation, and some Betrayal...sounds like a good read!"  Enjoy.

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This is a rather unique Note. As many of you that are reading this already know, last election season I officially got my feathers ruffled by a few too many people, and one specific religious organization, to keep quiet any longer. I loudly voiced my opinion on gay marriage, told a rather brief yet detailed version of my “story,” and also unintentionally outed myself to many many people through all of this. This Note is a more detailed and thoughtful description of why I became so upset at the LDS Church and their involvement with Proposition 8 in California during election season 2008.

I was taught from a very young age that my Church would never tell its members how to vote. Every year around election season, the bishop would read (and still does) a letter from the First Presidency that states the LDS Church never endorses a political candidate or a political party. They would never tell us how to vote; just encourage us to do so.

It’s election time 2008. Proposition 8 is brewing in California and across the country. What happens first is, the Church does a special television broadcast that airs most notably in California. In this broadcast, Church members are asked to donate their time and “contribute in whatever way they can to the effort to pass Proposition 8, including by phoning.” Members were also encouraged to spread the word via text messaging, e-mail, and blogging. The Church’s statement ends with, “As a church, we do not get involved in supporting candidates or political parties, but when there are moral issues, the First Presidency has always felt that it was important for our members to stand up and support those that are significant to the gospel of Jesus Christ and the restored Church. And so we, without concern, go to the membership of the Church, after the call of the First Presidency, to ask you to give your best to this most significant effort to support, in every way possible, the sacred institution of marriage as we know it to be” (1).

Now that we have established some context, let me get through one more touchy topic before I give my opinion on the above statement. It appears that many Mormons heeded to the call from the First Presidency and “contribut[ed] in whatever way they [could] to the effort to pass Proposition 8.” However, many chose to contribute their money along with their time. Now, the LDS Church has stated that no tithing money went to the Yes on Prop 8 campaign. They also outline their direct contributions totaling just under $190,000 (2). Honestly, this is pocket change to the Church and is really not a big deal…even if tithing money was used. (But just in case it was, I donated $25 to the No on Prop 8 campaign to offset any of my money that went to Yes.)

What is much more significant is the amount of money that Church members donated to the Yes campaign. The New York Times and Mormons for 8 (rather boastfully) report that, of the $40 million raised by Yes on Prop 8, 40-50% of those donations were from Mormon Church members (3). This is $16-$20 million we are talking here. To establish more context, around 770,000 LDS Church members live in California. This is approximately 2% of the state’s population (4). So, if the Proposition 8 battle stayed in California, this means that every single Church member in California would have had to donate $26 to reach the grand total of $20 million. Obviously, the money poured in form Mormons from all across the country, including a rather generous $1 million contribution from the (Utah resident) grandson of former Church President David O. McKay (5).

Finally, as I have mentioned in previous Notes, the Church also set up this website in support of “traditional marriage” and to promote Proposition 8:  http://www.preservingmarriage.org/. I have never seen anything from the LDS Church so blatantly advocating a political position. Scroll down to the bottom of the homepage. There you will read “An Official Web site of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints” followed by the copyright and the Church’s logo.

The part of the Church’s statement that bothers me the most is the assertion that they do not support political parties or candidates, but, “when there are moral issues” involved, the Church feels it is important to take action. As I see it, they are 1. supporting a political stance and 2. confusing moral issues with civil issues. This is why I got mad:

I have a testimony of the founding of our great nation. I have always believed that our Founding Fathers were inspired with the seemingly radical ideas they had. They were inspired when debating, negotiating, and writing our Constitution. This document is the basis of our country’s government and has become an icon for civil rights. I do understand that when the Constitution was first written, rights were really only given to white, male, land-owning Protestants. Times were obviously different. But as time has gone by, women, black and all other races and ethnicities, as well as non-land-owners and those of all religious faiths have been given full rights. But let me get back to my point here. The Constitution is arguably a civil rights document that is based on the reasons that people even came to America in the first place. One of those main reasons is to flee religious persecution.

I believe that the United States came about so that the Gospel could be restored. There is no other place in the world where it could have happened. It needed to be in a place with a “fresh start,” new ideas, and new government. We have been taught that this land was set aside so this could occur. The religious freedoms that were set in place by our nation’s government and Constitution were the first great stepping stone in this plan.

Growing up in the LDS Church and always having a peculiar interest in the founding of the United States, I grew to appreciate what an immense blessing it is to live in this nation. The freedoms we have are unmatched anywhere else in the world and we are unbelievably lucky to be here. One specific right I learned to cherish is the individual right to vote. Even at a young age I began to grasp the importance and responsibility of casting a vote. Those of you that know me well have seen how overly disgusted I get when I hear someone won’t or didn’t vote. I was just taught that I am extremely privileged to have a say in our government and I should utilize that right and not take it for granted. The right to vote is a form of legally granted agency. We can choose to vote for whatever or whomever we want.

Agency is one of the most talked about topics/doctrines in the LDS Church. We are taught that we have always had agency and very notably used it when we chose to follow God’s plan and come here to earth and receive a body. Agency leads us to our most immense trials, our greatest happiness, our deepest sadness, and our individual uniqueness. We use our agency every minute of our lives. The greatest thing about agency is it is OURS. No one has the right, let alone the ability, to take away our agency. We are forever accountable for our own choices. At times this seems awful accept so many consequences, and others it feels glorious to reap the many rewards.

Agency is where I feel the Church crossed the line. Yes, the Church did not support a political party (though that is questionable with this issue) or a political candidate. But I felt betrayed on far too many levels. When I was young, I remember listening to the bishop read that letter in sacrament meeting and interpreting that the Church would never ever ever tell their members how to vote on anything. How naïve that was of me to think (and of my family to teach me). The Church also teaches that, along with agency, comes personal revelation. It is shocking that the Church would insist that members vote for Proposition 8 rather than encouraging them to kneel down before the Lord and pray about it and all the other political issues we are facing. This way each member would have been encouraged have their own conversation with the Lord on the topic and develop their own opinion and stance on the issue. Instead of encouraging doctrine, the Church encouraged members to blindly follow the will of the First Presidency.

I find it absolutely revolting that The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints would infringe on their member’s agency by advocating that they vote Yes on Proposition 8. The Church teaches of the blessings of this country, the miracle of the gospel being restored on this chosen land, and the rapture to be found in the freedoms we enjoy here. It is utterly hypocritical for the Church to encourage its members to donate time and money to, and suggest they vote for, a cause that limits the basic civil rights of their own neighbors, friends, and family members. What on earth could be more anti-Christian? Without this country and its freedoms, there is no way the Church would have ever survived. I had already felt quite betrayed by my Church and its stance on homosexuality, but their involvement with Proposition 8 was the last straw for me.

I have three short responses to the Church’s statement. First, I took your advice and spread the word through texting and blogging…only I think I said exactly opposite of what you were suggesting. Next, the idea that gay marriage (and homosexuality in general) is a moral issue is incomprehensible. It is undoubtedly a civil rights issue. Finally, I will never again trust the LDS Church’s politically neutral stance. This stance is fraudulent. In the same sentence, they say they would never tell their members how to vote while then clearly stating, “without concern,” to vote Yes on Proposition 8.

I hope this gives a clearer understanding of why I did what I did and said what I said last election season. Obviously, I focused on less personal frustrations I have with the Church in this Note. Just the fact that I am a gay member of the LDS Church leads to enough frustration and heartache, but to then have this organization blatantly advocate against what I know to be right was just a twist of the knife already in my back.

As always, comments are welcome; they are also screened. Below you will see the sources I used. And yeah, I think that’s it. Thanks for reading, for your interest, and even your support.

~~Jason

1. http://newsroom.lds.org/ldsnewsroom/eng/news-releases-stories/church-readies-members-on-proposition-8
2. http://newsroom.lds.org/ldsnewsroom/eng/commentary/media-reports-on-proposition-8-filing-uninformed
3. http://www.nytimes.com/2008/11/15/us/politics/15marriage.html?pagewanted=1&_r=3&hp, http://mormonsfor8.com/?p=154
4. http://mormonsfor8.com/, among many others; Google it
5. http://societyandreligion.com/secret-million-dollar-mormon-donor-to-prop-8-revealed/811/ 

Jason  

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